facing the battles everyday

it sucks

2004-06-30T17:01:57Z

* it sucks when things dont go your way.
* it sucks when you do all your best but they just arent enough.
* it sucks when you study hard for an exam that you will just end up failing.

* it sucks when the one you love tells you that he cant love you back

but...

* it sucks more when you break someone's heart... when you're the one causing someone's pain...

hmmm :o

2004-05-09T18:17:42Z

i dont know what else to think anymore... i'm a traditional type of girl but i myself contradicted some things i believe in... after feeling happy the last few days...i reevaluated my actions (especially after last saturday..)...and now...i'm confused! as in! nothing serious pero nakakagulo talaga ng isip e grrr:O budz... help me with your --- ! yaw ko mangapa! kinda clueless na ako :o

yikes!

Thank You Lord

2004-05-06T17:38:41Z

sheesh... i slept at 5 in the morning yesterday but for some unknown reason, i woke up at a very early time pa din...730 am! what a way to start the day! =(

i had transpo problems yday. the worst part was how i would be going home...instead of the usual 430 dismissal time, i had to stay for a mtg pa that was scheduled till 6! for the first time, i would be commuting alone at night!

but... thank God for people with such caring hearts. thank God for him coz he stayed with me till my mom could pick me up. he even offered to bring me home to my lola's house in xavierville so that i wouldnt have to commute. from 6 till around 830 we just chatted in mcdo. time indeed just flies by when you're having so much fun... i didnt notice it was already 8 when my mom arrived!

i really am super grateful to him.... really grateful...

although... our situation right now.... hmmm... it's kinda confusing... ö

but.... thank u Lord.... thank u....

transpo girl?!

2004-05-05T17:54:19Z

bakit tuwing aalis na lang kaming barkada, laging either ako or c cesca ang inaasahan sa transpo? lam kong magkakabarkada kami pero minsan parang ang unfair na... ang daya... kainissss... pupunta nga kami sa EK for free this saturday...sagot nga ng extended barkada namin...pero un transpo namin ni cesca....palibhasa malabo kami magdala ng transpo....parang la na paki iba naming kabarkada... talagang nakisabay na sa kabilang barkada...un 2 sa kanila...un 2 naman...dun sasabay sa boyfriend ng isa naming kabarakda... basta lumalabas bahala na talaga kami ni cesca samin...problema pa kami e.. bwisittt...

so confusing...

2004-05-01T16:49:42Z

about two nights ago, i got to chat with a long time no-see and no-hear friend. c audrin! from 12-3 am! haha its been a while since we last talked and i thought we'd never chitchat again actually. despite the long time we've not seen each other nor conversed, its great to know that he hasnt changed. he still knows me! uh oh.. :)

despite the distance between us, he was able to read through me...with just me sharing a few things about this new person in my life :) galing niya talaga.. he's such a sensitive person! tama pagbasa niya sakin...agree din ako sa mga advice nya...grabe, na-miss ko tuloy siya talaga haha. he's one of those i talk to about uhh...relationship stuff...:) expert na kasi e! haha kaya ok na ok sila ni honey =)

pero despite the things he said...kakalito talaga....its hard not to fall for someone so kind and caring. mahirap pa... parang palala nang palala each day... nakooo grrr... one cannot assume if the things u do for each other mean sumthing. bawal un. hayyyy ang labo.... ang hirapppp.

but as audrin and i say....let's just wait and see :) bahala na si God... :)

quiz ni budz

2004-04-05T18:17:17Z

haha buddy i took that quiz about "what do guys like about you" thing... hmm, dont know what to say sa naging results nung akin hehe.

Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

http://www.yournewromance.com/guyslikequiz.html